Saturday, March 31, 2007

does it ever bother you if your significant other is smsing some obscure friend of the opposite sex. that he's only met ONCE. Maybe i'm just being some overjealous oversensitive bitch girlfriend. but I MIND. bleah. but i control any urge to strangle anybody around the area because I know that it is unreasonable to say "NO YOU CANT TALK TO FEMALE FRIENDS JUST COS THEYRE FEMALE!!!"and i probably would have done the same if i were in his shoes. I have to remind myself everynow and then to be reasonable and sensible. 123123123 omg. my shift key is working. woopee doo! i can !!!!!!. my 1, 2 and tab keys have not been working. now they do. weirdness.
OK. i feel better already.
anyway i've been listening to these songs by john legend, anberlin and red hot chilli peppers recently. Some really good tracks from anberlin include Inevitable, which is my personal favourite, the Unwinding Cable Car which is nice too. Those who like slow rock... these two tracks are wonderful. They do have some not so slow typical rock band ish tracks as well... I haven't listened to those much... sitting around somewhere on my sister's comp. but i suppose theyre prob quite good as well judging from these tracks I have so far. John legend's PDA... stuck in my head for like forever. I like his sound... VERY good to listen to when u're studying. so relaxing. and i have a thing for jazzy piano chords. RHCP has stadium arcadium... not a new album really. but lovely tracks... especialy the first CD.

want to maple. want to bake cupcakes and cook various other weird stuff. want to eat cup noodles. want to shop. went to diva. saw pretty oh so pretty collection of jewellery . i want to buy the whole bloody store down. that reminds me. Its almost april! which means 1 month left to plan my bday. not that i've been doing very much. but ... i fyou do run out of gift ideas... there's always DIVA! I do not wear bangles cos my hands are too skinny. Diva's goood!!! ahh!! OR underwear! like la senza! pretty underwear. no plain ones please i've had one too many plain ones. *stomach growls* going to poke around the kitchen. If you still dont think u can do it, toiletries, hair products for frizzy hair is fantastic too. IF you have loads of money, I'd like aPSP. =)or a nintendo DS. haha. OHHOHOHOH. or an IPOD nano! hmm... colour? pink... red... green,..blue... lalala. still got money to burn? ahhh. then I'd say a camera's good. brand? shit. i Don't really know. any good one would do la. but i like pretty coloureed ones . i saw an flat orange camera that was rather nice. a flattie pink /red one's nice too. got a fixation for coloured electronics=P
*stomach growls* HUNGER>.............................

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {12:01 AM}
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Friday, March 30, 2007

Have you ever felt that u suffered from this general bad mood? it's like... your "default" mood is miffed/pissed/frustrated/upset at something. It's like I seem to find something to get angry at. I've blown up at something, thrown something around (I do that when i'm pissed off), hit something every other day. It's a weird sick satisfaction I get from throwing a tantrum. My poor bf had to bear the brunt for quite abit. Maybe some form of release from all that pre exam stress? Pent up anger from ages ago? I'm not quite sure. It's just that there are so many things to do these days... it seems so daunting. I'm not in the mood to get into the swing of things. RAWRRR. the mere thought of having to study advanced biochem and biophysics... PUKE BLOOdD GRAWWWWRrRRrlLLLLLL
I want sit around and play computer games. haha. and I shall. SIGH>..... i am so frustrated. :(
Does anyone know how to release anger/stress /whatever in a more constructive way? I wish i had a proper outlet for such negative thoughts. I know i've been venting it on people around me recently.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:51 PM}
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Monday, March 12, 2007

My aunty's penthouse has a nice private jacuzzi upstairs at the roof top where she hosted her son's bday party. We spent the night squeezing in the jacuzzi and talking nonsense non stop. Playing with these little squeeze toys that squirted water and I felt like I was in a second childhood squirting water at my cousins and screaming whenever I got squirted at. We made a ruckus but nobody cared cos the sound would just dissipate into the air. One thing I did not get was why my little nephew Ethan refused to go into the jacuzzi. He was terrified... clung onto his parents ... refused to wear his float... and when my cousins went in he was like... " NOO!!! Get OUTTT!!!! AHHHh!!! hahaha. so comical everyone was very amused. The next day, I was enlightened. My nieces and nephews went swimming at our condo pool. I was relaxing in the jacuzzi alone. It was nice and hot and all :) Then my nephew, folllowed by his younger sister jumped into the jacuzzi after playing in the children's pool for a while. The youngest sister ranafter them and followed them in. She stepped onto the first step. She's fine. Second step, she plunged right in. apparently it was too deep for her. She suddenly started struggling; I realised she couldn't swim so i hoisted her out. She was pretty damn freaked but unharmed. I would be too if i were her man... Thing is, her siblings didnt see cos they were busy playing and they were behind this barrier in the jacuzzi pool. Her mum couldn't see her cos of the bushes. At least she heard the noise though and turned around quickly. But i was so glad to be around. The outcome might have been different if i wasn't. Now I understood. Ethan was smart enough (he's only 2!) to anticipate that the jacuzzi MAY have been too deep for him, even though it clearly wasn't in my opinion, so I won't laugh if a kid freaks out at jacuzzis anymore.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:16 PM}
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DUMB sister trying to interrupt our pretty photo! raWR

My cousin Victoria and nephew Ethan:)

Me & stupid sister

Stupid sister Loser Cousin Eliza and ME

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:58 PM}
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I just cooked myself a nice meal! well not all of it's cooked. but at least the soup's done from scratch. I hope my bf likes it. if he doesn't its fine. the narcissus brand sweet and spicy pork cubes would save anything! that stuff is really really good. anyway the rice was obtained from the canteen downstairs. the bitchy aunty from the economic rice stall refused to sell me rice alone. That's fine really, if she could just explain in a POLITE manner why. She had that hostile unfriendly look about her, and she talked to me in an almost condescending tone. Bi-aTCH. she said she wont seell me the rice UNLESS i buy at least 2 dishes. BAH. I just don't understand. If she sells me rice she'd make a hell lot of profit leh. She's clearly trying to make money from me! annd being the nice generous person i am, I buy the food anyway. and the rice is not up to my expectations! I think i cook better rice. Ok enough complaining. =\ got to get back to book review. if u're wondering, it's a really good book titled 'Extreme Cuisines - The Weird and Wonderful Things that People Eat by Jerry Hopkins (FWD by Anthony Bourdain) . It's great and wondefully informative. some of the photos are rather repugnant, and may offend or kill one's apetite at least. The book's peppered with funny anecdotes and witty prose. Go read go read! :) The glossy photos will definitely catch your eye.

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-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:38 PM}
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